Worship
Ahh the beauty of worship
The beauty of people gathering together to worship God.
The beauty of feeding off of each others passion for God, and becoming more passionate yourself.
The beauty of getting closer to God through music, and your love for each other.
The beauty of feeling like it’s just you and God, and you can express yourself however you want.
The beauty of allowing God to teach you new ways of worship, just by opening your heart to him.
The beauty of being able to touch others through your worship.
The beauty of touching God through your worship.
The beauty of hearing God speak, and being able to deliver that word through song.
The beauty of being an open vessel of the Holy Spirit.
The beauty of watching others grow in their own worship relationship with God
The beauty of hearts being made new through worship
The beauty of the Father’s hand reaching down to embrace us as we worship.
The beauty of knowing that at that moment nothing else matters.
The beauty of all the pain being taken away.
The beauty of feeling God’s love all around you when you worship.
The beauty of being able to scream and shout, but also being able to be still, and knowing He hears you either way.
The beauty of knowing we are not alone in this world, for God sent his only Son down to us, To die, Just so we can have relationship with Him, Free from sin.
So we can have a worship relationship with Him.
The beauty of our worship to our Father.
I am
So tonight (Thursday), God revealed to me some new things.
He showed me that i am who i am, and i don’t need to try to be anyone else except myself.
I am different for a reason, He made me this way.
With that said, I am going to tell you what/who i am.
I am a woman of God…… NO! I am a strong woman of God. I am a worshiper. I am beautiful. I am smart. I am a leader. I am His child. I am created for a purpose. I am new in Him. I am a disciple. I am filled.
It is so hard to put everything into words. It is like there is so much that He gave me i am going to explode.
I feel “whole”, like i didn’t think i was in-complete before, But now i feel this “whole-ness” that wasn’t there before.
I feel confident in who i am, and who i am becoming. That it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. I know i am where i am supposed to be with God, and i am following Him. Even if it means feeling left out some times. I know that in the end i am not left out, i am part of the biggest thing ever.
And God just keeps showing me this vision of me leading worship in front of a bunch of people, and His glory coming down.
I want that to happen so bad.
It’s like “How will this ever happen”, But God would never give me a vision of something that i couldn’t achieve. But i can’t do it alone, I need God for it to happen.
And i know one day that vision will come true.
God also took away my doubt that He could use me.
I knew He could use me in worship, But i wasn’t sure He would use me in any other way.
I figured that was my one gift, and somebody else had a different gift to use.
But tonight i just felt God saying “healing” and i wasn’t sure why.
I was like “ok, somebody is going to get healed tonight”.
Then PB said that God wasa giving someone healing to give to Annette,
well i was just thinking that God was telling me there was going to be a healing.
It wasn’t until no one else stepped up and said that’s me, that i realized “oh, Maybe God was giving me healing, DUH!!!”
It was so amazing to feel that God could use me in other ways also.
I feel more driven then ever to dive into His presence,
I want to see what else He has for me, and for other people.
I know God is not done moving in us.
This is just the beginning.
So i am going to begin to pray that God would begin to make that vision come true.
I know it will not just happen out of no where,
But it will be something to work up to.
I feel so free,
Free from all the past things that have held me back,
all those things that judged me when i would step out.
They don’t matter.
I am who God had created me to be!!
