AHHH!!!!
OMW!!!
Only 10 days until my first plane ride, i am sooooooooo nervous!!!!
The beauty of Faith.
Faith is such a beautiful, amazing, wonderful thing,
If you are going through a hard time, and you feel like everyone is against you, You still love God, Because you have faith in Him, and you love Him. People may be intimidated by your faith, because no matter what happens, Nothing is going to tear you away from your relationship with God.
Other people will want what you have, they will want the faith that you have, But they won’t understand it.
I think there is a certain level you get to with God that you trust Him completely, Like you don’t even have to think twice about it, if something happens, or if you are doing something that scares you a little, it won’t matter, Because you have faith in God that He is going to take care of you, and He will protect you.
I think you can always tell when you are going hard after God, and you are doing the right things for Him, Those are the times when the devil works a double shift, trying to figure out how to bring you down, or to get in that little hole of doubt in your head, so he can plant little seeds that make you worry, or he will create a situation that will distract you for the things of God, he tries his hardest to distract you, and confuse you. And that is when your faith steps in.
That is when the Holy spirit whispers in your ear “see what’s going on, this is from the devil” “he wants to take you away from the things of God”, And you realize the situation, and it almost becomes funny, that he would even try to take you from God. Then you have a decision to make, Do you let things go because the devil is just trying to get to you, or do you go even more after God just to irritate him?? I say go after God even more, Pursue Him like never before, And God will reward you for being faithful.
Topic of the day
The topic of the day is………
Things that disgust me.
- Chicken tortilla soup
- Barf
- Mold
- Oily hair
- Boogers
- Dirty underwear
- Smelly pee
- Eggs
- Gravy
- Day old stew
Waste of my time
Fear….
This is something that almost (pretty much) ran my life for a few years, Everything i did i was scared of certain things, it got to the point that i was even getting migraines.
I know it sounds silly, But i always worried about everything, stupid little things, i would find the worst things that could happen in the situation, and worry about it until i was “safe” at home.
I HATED, being home alone, i couldn’t sleep at night, all i did was worry and be afraid.
I thought it would never end, i thought it was something i would have to live with for the rest of my life….. But God had a different plan for me,
I had always tried to give my fear to God, But deep down inside i don’t think i really wanted to let go, So it never really left, i kept on being afraid, and living my life in fear.
Finally one night at youth group i said “this is ENOUGH, i am done dealing with this” “God, take it away”, and i honestly meant it, i didn’t want to live in fear any more. I allowed God to take my fear away, And guess what?!?!?!?! IT’S GONE!!!
I don’t fear any more, God took that place in my heart that was holding all that fear, and filled it with joy and peace. I still worry once inn a while, But i know that God has control of my life, and He will protect me.
So all wrapped up…… Don’t fear, It is a waste of your time!
Topic of the day
Our topic of the day is……………….. Accessorizing.
Accessorizing can be a beautiful thing, When you are wearing a plain and very simple outfit, you can add pizazz to it by adding a funky necklace, or a great pair of shoes, or a bright bag.
Lets say…. today i am wearing black jeans, and a dark purple sweatshirt, Not very interesting huh? But i added to it by wearing, Emerald green polka dot flats, and a brown polka dot purse.
How about if you are going to a formal event, And you are wearing a simple red strapless dress, The red is loud enough for itself, so you don’t want to add crazy shoes, I would recommend that you wear your hair down, with maybe a little bit of curl, and some great chandelier earrings.
Or if you are wearing a little black dress, maybe to dinner with some one, pair it with a great jacket, like an ivory trench coat, or even maybe a green one. any thing that will state your personal style is awesome.
As for boys…….. they can’t really accessorize that much, or they accessorize and don’t even know it. like putting on a belt, that is an accessory even if it is a needed one, or a hat or funky shoes, those are all accessories.
That is all for now, please feel free to ask fashion questions, i would love to help out.
Attempt
I shed a tear in the sight of your glory, I dance at the sound of your voice, I sing when I’m in your presence, all i long for is your embrace.
With eyes like fire, and hair like snow, when will you come, and take us home?
To be with our father, the only one we worship, to bow at is feet, is what i long for.
To see the face of the man who loves me, the man who gave his life for me, is all i long for.
My dream.
My dream……..
Is……….
To lead worship for thousands…..no…….millions of people. I want to bring them all in to the presence of God, and experience Him in amazing new ways that they never knew they could.
I want to worship with complete freedom, Not caring what other people think, knowing that all that matters is that God is pleased with me, and my worship/love for Him. I want to reach new levels of worship with God, every time that i worship. I want to experience Him in knew ways.
I mean picture it (Imagine you are me)………….
You are in a stadium full of people, the place is packed, with people that are going strong after God. There are a million eyes on you, But all that matters is God. And you begin to sing, and the heavens open up, the love of God pours out like a tidal wave among the crowd, and then you begin to dance, and it is like you are 2 years old again, when you are dancing with all that you have in you, no caring that people are watching you, all that matters is that you are doing what is in your heart to do. And all of a sudden….. People begin to shout, and worship, and it is like the whole place is released, it is like chains are falling off of the room and the people, and the entire room is lifted into the clouds, And as the heavens release, people begin to sing new songs to God, not written songs, Songs that are in their hearts, songs that God has given them to sing. and then there is this silence, and peace, then you feel this wind blow, and the people start to sing a simple song, and as they sing the wind gets stronger, and as the wind gets stronger the people sing louder. And as the people sing louder and louder, God is moved, and the whole place falls under the power of God, people are healed, saved, delivered and forgiven. No one is ever the same again, they begin to go out and share what God is doing, and other people begin to fall under the power of God, until the entire nation has fallen under the power of God. And it all began with worshiping our Father in heaven.
To some this may seem impossible, But to me, This seems very possible, God wouldn’t give me a dream that He couldn’t make happen, or help me make it happen.
All i have to say is….. Dream BIG!! There is no reason to dream small, we don’t have a small God, We have a big God, So we should match our dreams to His size.
Father/ Friend/ Confidant
You guys might be thinking by now “man, this girl talks alot about God”, But that is because God is my life, I try to do everything, for Him.
I love to worship Him, I can’t wait until Thursday when i get to lead worship, and praise God. I can’t imagine living life without Him by my side.
What if i didn’t have God? How would my life be? How would i have turned out? What kind of things would happen? But i don’t have to worry about that, Because i am never going to live without Him. He will always be my Father/Saviour/Friend/Confidant.
I know i can always go to Him, and He will be there for me. He always knows what i need, and what i need to hear.
Even if i don’t like the solution He gives me, It always turns out for the best.
Stupid stuff/ What a mighty God I serve.
Oh My Gosh!!! I Hate Drama!!!! Especially when it is in my own life.
It’s kinda funny…. Everytime things start to go right, something has to pop up and try to make things bad.
All i can do is laugh, It is funny the way the devil thinks he is going to distract me with stupid dramatic situations!
Why would i ever give in to the things he throws out there? Maybe i would if i didn’t believe in God, and that He is always here to protect me, and He would never let me go through something i couldn’t deal with.
I am a strong woman, I will never allow something to distract me from the things of God, and the things He has for me.
God has put such a beautiful gift in my life…..Worship! Why would i give that up???
He is bring me to such a beautiful level of worship, Where all things around me don’t matter, All that matters is that i am with my God, and i can express my love for Him. I can’t even explain to you the place i am in with God, He has guided me through the hard times, Times when i wanted to quit and let it be someone elses problem, But through all those times of doubt and fear, He was always there with me, Helping me go where i needed to. I made some stupid decisions, But He forgave me, And now our relationship is stronger than ever.
All i want to do is worship God, and lead others into His presence!!
WHAT A MIGHTY GOD I SERVE!!!
Things that make me angry!
People who drive really slow.
People who don’t use their blinkers.
When they don’t have the shirt i want in my size.
When people say they are going to do something and they don’t do it.
People who make a mess and don’t clean it up.
People who bicker for no reason.
When my dog poops in the house.
When i am craving something, and we don’t have it in the house.
Calories!!!
Pant sizes.
When my hair frizzes.
When people ignore my text’.
Sauce!!!
There is plenty more, but this is all for now.
